K I'm gonna blog about this before blogging about my day later.
April, yuri, and shannon got into VJ.
I think it's very selfish for me to say this but I really hope that they don't go.
April and yuri are like the people who bring (noise and) fun to the team and without them it's like the team is no longer completed. It's just like an empty puzzle set, like a cup of tea without tea leaves. I'm seriously gonna miss them so much my heart will hurt. It's like... some day some time when everything's fine and dandy, you're gonna remember the times you had in school and how far they are and it's gonna hurt so bad... Honestly I don't know how I will survive 3 months without them. All our jamming sessions, bitching sessions, and just training sessions will now become memories... IT'S SO SAD!:(
And that stupid gay ego uncool shannon! We've been in the same class for 2 years but it's only this year that we got really close and I'm gonna miss her so much too! -okay great epiphany, the people who got into vj are like the noisiest people I know in my life- I was texting her and she said "If I really go, I'll miss you!!):" and I was like bitch you serious i'll miss you till I die and I started crying and the reality of them leaving really sank in and now I can't stop crying.
GOD WHY YOU DO THIS TO ME!!! :(
Ok anyway. Just follow your heart ok. But I'll really miss you guys when you go. Miss is too weak a word, it doesn't describe everything I'm feeling right now. Love you, forever and always.
