I am so dead tired, physically and mentally.
Life is like a never ending race and I really want to give this race up so badly.
But I know I can't.
I don't know what I want anymore.
I find it so tiring to even smile.
It's like the tears fall and they fall for nothing.
Strings and strings of them, each representing every wasted second, minute, every hour.
Don't want to fight for anything anymore.
Don't want to try anymore.
Don't want to fail anymore.
The worse kind of feeling is to feel sad and not even know why.
I don't even want to think anymore.
Too tired, too tired.
